I miss you.
& i finally told you about me badly wanting you to stay by my side,as in at least live in me.You sent me those songs yesterday,and i got what you meant.I don't care about what you are trying to mean in those songs,but hey,i love you still.I don't need you to seek for forgiveness,about trying to just leave me,making the last call etc.I don't care.I just need you here and here - in my pumping heart.
How bad was it to just imagine that you will never be by my side again.How bad.
Very bad.
Three bad news to announce:
1. Terry Lee is going to have court hearing,in fact,i don't know where is he now.You have been my dearest korkor up to date.& of cos,i won't want anything to happen to you.How sweet are you to tell me that i am nice and caring mei.But then again,you state you point that i have been emoing over this guy and that guy too much.I know kor,and i always look up upon you because you can handle your emotions very well.I just wish,and hope that nothing will happen to you because i will miss you so much,that i will feel so oh emo and don't know who to turn to when i go emo again.Korkor,please be safe.Protect yourself,i love you kor.
2. My Prelim results is so shockingly(yet guessed) terrible.I guess i don't have to elaborate on anything because it is really very terrible.But one good thing that i can convince myself that i got so badly is that i only studied half of all the chapters that i was supposed to study.My strategy.I don't know if it will work,but,try lor.Will mention again after i got back all my results.Only can say,so far,
all fail,except English,
BUT,it is also not a good pass.
3. 1 day lesser.Jon is going to leave me in either 1,2,3,4,5... days.You,silly boy.Drink more water.Take care of yourself.Don't party whole day okay.Remember to study.Don't fall in love, :x Don't keep drinking beer,you cannot take too much okay,you are a poor drinker.Don't hold other girls' hand ): Please do remember that i am still in Singapore,missing you.Please also remember that i love you.Please also remember my face,my hand,my hugs,my lips,my handphone number,my block,my everything.Don't forget okay?I love you.I love you.I love you.And i swear that i will never ever forget you.
I will work 1000x hard for Olevels,because i don't want to disappoint you,and i want you to be happy.My results will show yours,and my hardwork.It is not just My results,but also yours.Because you contributed to it.I love you.
Call me sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon.& so,i'm waiting for your call again.
Love you.
