Simplicity.

Friday, October 31, 2008

There's no paper today,and im darn sian at home.
because all that i can do is to rot,and rot and rot.zz,what's worse is that i am having cramps,which is totally shit.I miss xiansheng.
Boooooooooked out from camp;hurray.Now waiting for him to online~ :D

it hurts okay.

♥ 9:56 PM

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Maths papers FINALLY OVER!
Though the paper was pretty much a killer,as compared to paper 1,i'm glad i completed the whole stupid moronic paper,even though i forgot to bring my french curve to school!
hip hip hurray (:

i am so happy ytdddd, :D finally know how he really felt.On the phone with xiansheng just now,he is sooooooooooo cute.(: ohman,love him.
This is love,though we aint together.

♥ 11:17 PM

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

PHYSICS SUCKS.
i stoned for 20mins at question 1,and i still got that bloody question wrong.

Everything went wrong since morning.I kept asking him,wanting to get the truth out of him,but to no avail,he kept telling me that i am a good girl,and he is not a good guy..ask me not to like him and all,but you think i care if you are good guy or if i am a good girl or not,not? -.- shagua.
So,my exam got screwed up a little,luckily still manage to finish my paper.muahhahaha.
And hurrays;i finally got the answer from him.silly boy.

wellwell;
xiansheng,iloveyou.but what can i say.you're the 1st guy that i went all out for.uhhuh. ;D you know,i hopeee that there will be moreee sparks. ^^

♥ 11:51 PM

History was a complete failure.
hahahaha;well i wont fail ba.I hope.

Tomorrow is physics.ohwell.I studied already la,hope can score well lor.hmmm. :x
& god.i think my heart flew to sar. :/ that stupid army camp. rahh!
cannot cannot,cos..

i guess,i think that you wont like me ba,even if i told you i think i do.people have been asking me to tell you,but i dont want,i dont dare.i am afraid..you know.sigh.

TanyaHo;i can pei you emo liaozx. ):

♥ 1:04 AM

Monday, October 27, 2008

THE EARTH IS GOING TO BREAK INTO BITTTTTTTTTTTTS;
because im going to get a F9 for MY stupid history,which i hate hate hate most.
Hoorays. -.- fail History. zzz.

Doing some last minute brush ups and is die de lor~
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
good luck to me.

♥ 11:21 PM

Sunday, October 26, 2008

WOOOT.
An accomplishment made,i did many many years of physics TenyearSeries, and i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy you know. (:

So today is not an emo day. [:
But emo over history.Cos i hate history.
muhahahaha
okayy. bye. LOL

♥ 8:07 PM

Saturday, October 25, 2008

吴克群 - 爱太痛

吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

笑不能笑哭不敢哭
人不像人鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把爱割舍
... 我不能睡 ...

吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我不能够不能够不爱了
(x2)

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Did physics tys until my hand nearly drop.Sigh.The song above is emo de,so ya.Enjoy.

♥ 11:06 PM

Friday, October 24, 2008

(I drew this okay! (: )

Yay;today's maths was okay!

Yep;finally one 'Okay' paper right.Heaved a sigh of relief.

Well;I suddenly have the urge to write shoutouts for those who are super important to me;especially those that helped me out during this period of super emo times-cum-olevels,though my olevels not over yet lor.hahaahaaha.Will be rather short shoutout,after olevels will be the longer version okay! [:

Baobeh! Thanks for always nagging at me to study and study and study without fail. xD You know that even if you become old woman i still will love you right.muhahahaha.Old woman cause you nag! ;x but heh heh. After olevels,shopping will become my number1 hobby,whenever i end work i go over to your school or go over to your house (since its so near) and hang around. Forever my shopping companion,best person to shop with though you will prevent from spending too much money. HAHA. But really na, really thank you for being here at this VERY phase in my life to accompany me to walk finish my secondary school life. Be it ~~ite~~ or poly,our friendship will never walk out of its pavement even though there might be slopes and all, no matter what we will still walk back to the right track right! (: muhahaha,okay la.I shall not be too naggy also.

I love you. Tanya ho,my bestfriend. (:

Dearest! Sorry for not being able to go on shopping spreeeees with you. Though this f ew days i haven't been talking to you much, i know you have been praying for my results, for every paper of mine to be do-able for me. :x i'm such a pain right. HAHA. Well, thanks so much dearest, for being here to tell me that i can do it and i can do it, because after many many things that have happened to me, confidence level droppeddd. ya, thats whyy i am very happy that you were here, to satisfy what my heart needs, because you know me well, and you told me that i can do it. And here I am, i hope to bring you glory in maths okay. From Sec 3's F9 to Sec4's A1. Hope sec5 still get A1. haha. thanks dearest. (:

I love you too. For staying by my side.

CangNing! (: Thanks for all your smses and cheerups whenever you see my blog. I know my blog always post emo stuffs and you don't like emossss. hahaha. Whenever i post emo stuffs and thought that no one is here to support me, you this silly girl's sms will always brighten up my night. Thanks for your sweet messages and your affirmations and your support for me. Thanks for making me grow up and know that I have such great friends around me. (: Good luck for your PW and A-levels cheena too! :D

I love you, silllly. Last with duane (:

DI! (: You must be REALLY REALLY surprised to see your photo :x because i caught it that day when we were studying at Macs. hahahaha. Thanks for always telling me whats wrong and right and scolding me even though you know that you will get struck by lightning for being unfillial to your dearest sister. HAHA. Thanks for also teaching me maths that day at Macs. Thanks for being so hardworking and pushed me to be too. Hehe. I know that sometimes you do get pissed off by my naggings and whinings and etc if you considered it to be. hahaaha. you know, i always say things to you one ma. About this person that person. lalala~ Ohyes, and alsoooo. Thanks for spending time listening to my stupid jokes when you were supposed to be studying. Also thanks for answering my stupid maths question that popped out out of nowhere. (: Thanks di.
I love you,because you are wonderful! (:

KIANLOONG! You will be even more surprised. LOL. Why am i thanking you. Hahahaha. Thanks for every night. Why? Because every night you will ask me, "How's your paper," and stuffs. haha. I know its out of concern luh. & of cos you will ask me, why i so nice put your handsome photo up right, because i good what. LOL. okay la. really ley, thanks for being so kind by asking me how's my paper and hear my whinings abt this person that person everytime. Thanks also for being my 'non-emo' friend, who kept asking me to stop going emo.
*checks tagboard for evidence*
hahaha,okay la.really thank you! (:

Now, its the non-human things that have been giving me endless support throughout!

My beloved pen,notes,foolscap paper.

My computer desk, aka my study desk, aka my notice board.

My school, the empty compound. Even though it doesn't serve as a very condusive environment for me la. But thanks for grooming my character to be who i am and what i am today.

Thank you thank you all for Everything! (:
Having wonderful friends is something greatttttttttttttttttttttt. (:
I shall start mugging for his-story which is on 281008,next tues.YAY.its getting closer and closer to 111108. :D

♥ 11:40 PM

Thursday, October 23, 2008

我的心，死了。
now,i dont care what you want or what you do.I'm just me.Just purely me.

I hate;I detest.
Even though time to time,i have been telling myself, "Dear girl,you have love ones beside you,behind you,infront of you,all around you.So you have totally no rights to go emo emo because you know they will be here for you if you need them.You know you know." but,there is still this little tinge of saddness and emo-ness because of all those super irritating people + brainless asses + noobs + bitches and sluts that are around me.I'm having headache and all just to entertain all these people la.Doing 'PRE-examination Maths' with my supplier lor.Count until i headache liao. -.-
Whatever luh.
Anyway,i really need to thank some people for staying by my side all these years la.Even if we might not contact as often lor.Especially now my Olevels period,think of it makes me feel like dying.But,i will not.Because all of you are here maaa.
Bestfriends-Tanya,Hannah,CangNing,Ames
Classmates-Yarkam,Xueqi,Xiangwei,Yanling,Siokyit,Christine,ChinPin
Gans-Terry,Ben,Alan,Mingxuan,Nicole,Eunice,Kenny,Kianloong,Boon,
Very Lovables-Kaisiang,KelvinBearbear,leslie,KelvinPig,MissTang!!,Shirley,Lydia
and many many many more.If i were to name all the little things and big things you guys have done for me,i guess i will need to type for a few hours.

Thank you dears.

Tomorrow is Maths,sort of got confident bahs.Another way to boost my confidence is to have sufficient sleeep,because its 8am paper! So i'm not going to think so much and shalllllll go and find my prince in my dreamss...

♥ 9:34 PM

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

What is life supposed to be like today?
Especially those who are taking Olevels. After doing your english paper,does that help to boost your confidence level for the rest of your papers or drop it?

I was suan-ed before,by a girl.Who claimed that i haolian-ed about my chinese grades(A2) and said that she is going to pawn my english.She meant that i am lousy in english.She thought i don't understand.Well.
Now Mingxuan di scolding me.scolding and scolding.what can i do.My stupid heart will onlyt ell my brain to cry.
Do summary today also nearly cry.
whats wrong with me.

♥ 12:21 AM

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

ONEEEE paper down.
hope today's English paper is Do-able. :x
*prays hard

&&I want my brain to be cleared today.Out of troubles,out of worries,out of thoughts.SO that i will be able to think of the stupid compo ltr :D
& I hope everyone taking english to score good grades! Don't faillllll.Because i dont want to fail also ><

Wish me luckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks.

♥ 12:22 PM

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Tomorrow is Chem;and the next day will be English.
So i will not be blogging for the next 2 days ba.Anyway just an interesting thing to share. -.-

Today afternoon i went to buy lunch.Den the guy selling rice ask me 1 stunning question.He said in mandarin la.

He: 30th this month you free?
Me: why?
He: Free?
Me: I got exams,why?
He: I want to treat you to movie
Me: HUH!?!??!

Seriously.i straight away 'faint' lor.I went up to my tuition friend(Lydia) after parting with that seller,and i told lydia that i dont know why is heaven making fun of me.LOL.suddenly got so much tao hua yun. -.-

Okaylaaa.
study.(:

♥ 8:28 PM

Saturday, October 18, 2008

91 words

Typingtest

Fast sia.(;
My record.

♥ 8:01 PM

Another post for today.

It started when I asked Tanya what are bangs.
She said she dunno.

Me: bangs is put fringe all infront right or not
She: dunno lehs, bangs is not the straight kind of fringe mehs
Me: idk. HAHAHA
She: hahaha, i oso not sure. only hear ppl say what bangs bangs de. den jiu bangs lor
Me: yalor.
She: dunno who came up wif the term also

Den.The pro liying started coming out with stupid nonsense..
Like the one below.

Me: i think they comeout with this t erm cos right! Then,BANG! Got Explosion.
den you come out.hair straight liao.

Then,nonsense started to come out..

She: lol u crap sia
Me: Prawn la.prawn nicerr.
She: nooo.. lobster larrrr
Me: FISH!
She: fish lower class leh
Me: LOL! Freak. Ermmmmmm, SHARK! Highclass enough not?
She: Rawr!

There,poor thing.She starts to ponder.

Me: HAHAHAHA
She: Human!
Me: **Speechless...
Me: God and Deities
She: *Starts acting cool*: were once humans too.
Me: HAHAHAHA.FREAK! Erm,rainbow ;x
She: HAR! okae, errr, ME
Me: LOL LOL LOL! ME! HAHAHAHAHA.

&then this pic comes into place.(:

Den i start telling her i'm going to post on blog,her big LOL that is so rarely seen.She asks.

She: Shi meh? i never LOL before?
Me: rarely lor.
She: You know why?
Me: ?
She: cos 'lol' looks thinner than 'LOL'. HAHAHA

LAUGHS PEOPLE!!!

LOLOLOL!!!
cute right.(:
thats my baobeh~
hahahahaha.

♥ 1:04 AM

Friday, October 17, 2008

Olevels maddneessss. (:
been getting really emo over small little stuffs lately.Emo as in 'emotional',you know.

Everything have been rather not going 'smoothly',things
such as:
01.Quarrel with dad.
02.Quarrel with mum.
03.Quarrel with dear.
04.Getting headaches and stuffs all over
again.
05.The reachED olevels.
06.Neglections.
07.Loneliness
08.Worried over results.
09.More emo songs on my playlist.
10.Can't figure out some Maths questions.
11.
12.
13.

There are more,but i just can't figure them out now,at this point of time.
Haven been talking to him for SOOOOOOOOOO long,but who cares.Now,my super number1 is to study 1st right,but i also haven't been touching my books ley.How sia! ):

urgh.songs updatesss.

明天过后
作词:吴克群
作曲:吴克群

你问我明天过后会如何
世界若毁灭我们又怎么了
我笑了电影情节太唬人
只有单纯的你相信着

你问我明天过后会如何
冰天雪地里我们怎么活着
我笑了笑你太傻又太笨
但自己心中却决定了

我相信抱着
你的手就温暖了
睡着或醒着
我的手为你加温
就算明天崩塌又如何
我们手握着
外面天再冷
全都由我负责

你问我明天过后会如何
冰天雪地里我们怎么活着
我笑了笑你太傻又太笨
但自己心中却决定了

我相信抱着
你的手就温暖了
睡着或醒着
我的手为你加温
就算明天崩塌又如何
我们手握着
外面天再冷
全都由我负责

也许我有时太傻太呆又太闷
甜言蜜语不是我的风格
但请相信
真心从来不会少一分
多嘴的人
恋爱从不会认真

我相信抱着
你的手就温暖了
睡着或醒着
我的手为你加温
就算明天崩塌又如何
我们手握着
外面天再冷
全都由我负责
这世界再冷
你的心不会冷

♥ 9:03 PM

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Olevels practicals today.
chemistry was a suicidal,especially last question.physics was easy.
so;the paper is average.

Today didn't quarrel.we smsed.er,4messages.&whatever;i dont want care so much liao.lols.you can assume if i do have or don't have a boyf,i dont want care anymore.hahahah.yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
had tuition justnow.
Did 1 chemistry paper in 1hr.damn happy.LOL.(:
okayyyy.lets just pray.
PRAY.

Monday paper would be easier.
i want end of O's.
huray.

~~161008 - Science Practicals~~
201008 - Chemistry
211008 - English
221008 - Maths paper 1
281008 - History
291008 - Physics
301008 - Maths paper 2
031108 - Social Studies
041108 - Food&Nutrition
101108 - Christine Birthday
111108 - MCQ Science
Onwards,Please book your slots.(:
131108 - Yarkam Birthday
171108 - Graduation Night
181108 - Class BBQ
191108 - Dear Birthday
201108 - My Birthday,GreatSingaporeSales!
Onwards,boookslotts(:

♥ 10:18 PM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

TOMORROW is the beginning of my big day.
big day;as in Olevels.
You know; Olevels EVE

&Hurray.
~~WangLiying quarrelled with PengCaiXin today. (:~~ ):
Over some damn stupid matters.Whatever.

So to stop all those nonsense;i jolly-well have to get my ass to school today to go for physics and chemistry PRE-Science practicals lesson.Luckily i did.I swear,i was lucky.
Got some physics notes and mr malek was rather hilarious; (: helped me to forget him TOTALLY for that one and half hours.that's a great acheivement okay! (:
After that was chemistry.yes;good also.Sort of sumed up what i studied. ya.

After lesson i did a major transform,and changed into home clothes to meet up with tanya.But i was damn smelly,so we went to watsons and SASA to spray perfume.hahahaha.& went to cityhall to get her stuffs,and went back to lot1.Due to my grumbling stomach,tanya treated me to calamari! :D Thanks baobei! afterthat accompanied tanya till her mum and dad comes,greeted them and i left. cabbed home.
Mary auntie came and left.

&tada.
thats today (:
2 songs to intro(:

*BEWARE!!Emo-ness ahead;prepares tissues*
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S.H.E - 安静了
作曲:周杰伦
作词:Selina

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属于我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲

在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己
WO~
撒娇的可爱的
女人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多
就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落

分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多
却不能给我什么
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑

爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔
是因为我太爱你
WO~
撒娇的可爱的
女人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多
就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落

分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空
你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多
却不能给我什么
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑

爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔
是因为我太爱你
WO~

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歌名：612星球
作曲：郑楠
作词：徐世珍

满园玫瑰我以为找到我那一朵
认真爱了却狠狠刺伤我的双手
责备什麽人也没有用
玫瑰都红难免看错

望着天空爱是否活在童话里头
小王子说有些事流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱会一直寂寞

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
相遇前我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我

擦干眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙
小王子说爱一定开在某个角落
路上相爱的人那麽多
我会幸福吗在什麽时候

ENJOY!
Use your tissues!

♥ 9:59 PM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

AHHHHHH;
i smelt the entrance of 'gates of hell'.

ONE more brilliant day to Science Practical
& guessed what i've learnt?
Lets see:
i. Separation techniques
ii. Displacement Reactions of Metals
iii. Reducing and Oxidising agents

Someone tell me brilliantly;are those enough? (:
woohoo.

one more joke;
Just now i smsed dear casually;

Me: I miss you dear.
Him: Me too,muacks. i love you. now playing mahjong. Muacks.
Me: I don't know what to reply.

And when i was thinking..I told Tanya about it,and she gave a BRILLIANT idea! (:

Tanya: Why not you sms him *$*^%()*#()%&*$().
Me: *AHH HAR!* -Sees light at the end of the tunnel.

So;i got back to my phone and..

Me: You kissing me or the mahjong tiles?
Him: *Don't dare(want) to reply*

Me&Tanya: laughs sheepishly and thinking of all sorts of stupid reasons of to why he didn't reply,and what will he say upon seeing this message.

Me: I think he will call me; LOL.
Tanya: Haha, i think he stunned tio. Haha. Cos maybe he really thinking of kissing the mahjong tiles. hahahaha
Me: I think otherwise. I think he saw that message he said,"Ah, LAILAI; let's continue playing." LOL.
Tanya: lol. means he no reaction har,
Me: Yes lor. i think so. (:

Hahaha;this is Tanya.
&, thats my life.

Now;i smelt shit.
because.Im going to be dead.
1 more day,and science practical is coming.
People pee on their pants, i shit. (:
TADA !! (:

♥ 11:16 PM

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Received bursary ytd - $100.
Went auntie house;and slept like a log,cos i was really super tired.Wellwell;den went home use com and slept.Dear have been mahjong-ing lately,made me worried worried and worried bout our relationship.WELLWELL (:
Today;tuition at 830-1045; and 130 to 630.crazy right.This it how it is like right before olevels; and when olevels is just right before your eye and you haven really started studying.HAHA.alright;whatever. (:

4 days to Science Practicals
9 days to Chemistry Paper

Don't worry for me;because i find myself so useless now.

walked on the streets;i found shadows.Shadows of my past i see;and almost all of these little shadows consist of you.And when i squated down at the side of the road,and hollering for you to appear,you didn't.I called out once..twice..still,these shadows whizzed past me,so fast.

♥ 10:18 PM

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Sometimes,i walked alone in the darkness,trying to sense your presence.but...

♥ 9:31 PM

Friday, October 10, 2008

10 Days to the freaking O's

I am going crazy,so crazy.I miss my old brains,i miss enjoying life,i miss dear.&yes,i went to kallang today to get my prize.Gave the $30 NTUC voucher to mummy.lol.and hur,dear oversleptttttt because he went to play freaking mahjong ytd.didn't manage to wake up on time to pei me go kallang,and kailin got damn angry cos of it.lols.when we were walking out of the stadium boulevard,towards mountbatten road,near nicol highway,stupid sis went to sms dear saying that "..... i am lost....". &stupid dear thought sis lost her way,den he called sis,and ask if she is with me.hahahaha;damn funny la.but yala,cannot blame dear also,because he needs to do something else,so yalor.only me and kailin went to kallang.HAHA.
eh,and the most stupid thing is,we spent alot of time,loitering in lavendar,kallang and choachukang. -.- so tomorrow onwards is tuition liao lor.confirm die.so ya,prepare to get hell from my tutors,they give me hell one lor.wellwell,i want end of O's.I want dear's hugs. ):

I hate O's.
O's took away everything from me.
I bet the next 1 whole month,i don't need to see dear liao lor. ): sigh.

♥ 11:03 PM

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Went out with dear today! (:
We went to blk53 eat the duckrice.hahahaha;nice leysss.&i met alot of his friendssss also.Alotalot la.yalor.den practically slacked the WHOLE day at THAT coffeeshop;THAT table.Drinking 1 coffee and 1 can of green tea.We just literally sit down at that table and talk lo.hahahaha.den after that dear passed me $30 ask me take cab homee.
$30 -.-
ya okay;cos he need to go somewhere dangerous,cannot bring me go.uhhhhhhh.ya,and in the end i went home,dear told me not to leave him. :D im happy;of cos.lalalalaaaaaaaaaa~ YAY.meet dear tomorrow again.go kallang for parade.HAHAHA.nola;go take things.yalor.okay.have fun.LOL.I hate studying maths outside man,head will burst ah!! :)

♥ 9:57 PM

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Todayyy;
dear went to dajie's house to play mahjong.So;my free time again. :D Study and studyyy when he is not free, :x uhhhh.hope he wins.HAHA. & yesss.we were discussing about this friday with dear and sis;hahaha.dear going to bring one of his 17year old friend to introduce to sis.LOL.So yes;hope sis will be happy,cos i heard that he is a shuaige. hahahahaha!

Took pains to get sis to go okay.Dear needs to promise her good food before she agrees to go.what a glutton! :x right;yay.going to kallang to get my stuffs;so yaaa.im thinking of my transportation homee lor! rawr. (:
yays!
12days to Olevels.
WANGLIYING.KAMPATEH! ;DDD

♥ 10:17 PM

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Did i mention i won the teamsg message well wishes contest?(:
I won a $10Mac voucher,J&J hamper,and $30 NTUC voucher.hahaha.yays.dear collecting with me this friday! (:

And that shagua went to the dentist to pluck his teeth today.both tooth pluck together.now the 'ma zui yao' already no effect liao lor;confirm damn pain one.dear i love you.thanks for plucking your teeth for me :x he told his friends that he going to pluck his teeth only if he is going to get married.aww.& he went to pluck his teeth for me!! >< heartpain ley!
6to7 years;did not even go and make his teeth;suddenly go make.And he didnt even tell me in advance,just go ahead and pluck;after that den tell me de.omg.hear le also heartpain! Shagua.(:

Happy 1week dear;going to have many many more days ahead ;D
love you.

♥ 10:17 PM

Sunday, October 5, 2008

I'm not doing silly things;because I know what I am doing currently.
I'm not committing suicide;because its just a moment of folly.
I am sure that I am making the right choice;because my heart tells me so.

ANYWAY!
Slacking at home literally the whole day because I didn't go out.hahaha.duh right.There is no tuition today;that made me a happppppppppppy girl. ;D Wellwell;wanted actually to go over to bukitpanjang to wallop a guy with kenny one.But in the end let that guy go.HAHA.Nolaaaaa.to be exact;is kenny want to whack that guy,ask me follow only laa.ohwelllllls. [:
going to really start intensive tomorrow;so if anything important just call me.I will pick up;otherwise,i will call you back.Because most probably;i am studying and i didnt realise that my phone rang.(: smses will only be entertained if important lo.(:

He's the 1st guy to ever tell me not to leave him.hah.who will? (:
ilovehim;myjasper[:

♥ 11:40 PM

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Practically slacked and studied science today.
So bored.
Olevels coming;but my heart ah. -.-
Idon'tknow how to say.
Nothing to blog about today though. (:
Dearest is the love ;D

♥ 10:54 PM

Friday, October 3, 2008

To those who are having problems;in love:

YES;we must thank those who have tortured us;because once we failed one this friendship with this guy;we will have even more experience to view the other one.& then we will know who is actually the best to us;because we can tell already. [:

ohyesohyes; [:
i really don't know what to say;but yaa.Dearboy was on the phone with me just now;and he tried his best to make me laugh;YA.DUH i did!I am so easily satisfied one lor.hurhur.ohyes;anyway,you guys know about this 2 teenagers that committed suicide.They are damn stupid la.You guys have must thought that its a love-suicidal case.I'm sorry to disappoint you-its not.They committed suicide by jumping down from the 16th storey because that girl stole something from somewhere;and don't want to go into girls' home.The guy;his godbro;jumped with her.LOL.stupid ass right.

My sister said;if it was a love-suicidal thingy like parents object or what.AT LEAST;its touching.But its not.

Well;ya.I guess they are stupid.hahahaha.Anyway;having a boyfriend 12years older then you is nothing wrong right!At least the guy is matured enough to take care & look after you.Well;at least,AT LEAST;he is matured enough to think;and not to bicker with you.
Whats more;i have never felt so loved for so long already.Jon was a total misconception.I've seen the wrong man.But; [: so long.Felt so loved.(:

RIGHT.Hannah sent me this song;I think its awfully nice.Sharing with all! [:

Say It Again - Marie Digby

Think about love, is I never saw it coming
You kinda crept up into me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my
heart that's got me wondering
Is this true? I wanna hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder
Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when
you are telling me that i'm the
only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops
to listen when you tell me
you're in love
Say it again

The thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really
wanna let you open the door and
walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder
Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when
you are telling me that i'm the
only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops
to listen when you tell me
you're in love

And it feels like it's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful
as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when
you are telling me that i'm the
only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world starts
to listen when you tell me
you're in love

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again (x3)

When you tell me you're in love
Say it again

Thanks;for everything that is happening to me now.
Thanks;for everyone who is with me right now.
Thanks;for all who have hurt me before.
Thanks;for great friends who have stood by me since day1.
-Hannah
-Tanya
-Ronald
-Kianloong
-CangNing
-&My dearest MAMAtang [:
Thanks;for my dearboy;for telling me those that you said just now.touched;i am.Shall ignore the eyes of the other people;in our eyes there only us.muahahaha. [:
Ps.I came up with the last part myself okayyy. [:

ENJOY studying;for all schooling.Because its examination period.(:

♥ 11:04 PM

Thursday, October 2, 2008

ohya;i forgot to mention.
I was out with kennygohshinghuat ytd.LOL;and went to basketball court to find nigel;kianloong and qinrong.Nigel smoked;cos he too stresss-can tell luh.& that was where i smoked that 2puffs.lol.Ohyes;nigel became more matured.Good thing[:

We sharing court with other people ma;den got this guy;no.6 jersey.Piang;he damn zai.I watch him play until i will just say,"WAH!chio," den all the other guys playing with him look at me.hahaha;damn paiseh.Nigel also laugh at me lor;for saying so loud :x

Fun la.fun(:
but ya;lol.Recently;i only know how to stare into the computer and do nothing.Listen to songs and all only.hahaha;wellwell.shallend.
Slacking at home today [:

♥ 4:34 PM

I smoked 2puffs today;after 3years.
what has the world become of; [:
WangLiying is going back to the old her;omg.hahaha.Going to play;have fun;ton outside;slack;hahahaha.If only my studies could be as good as sec2 that time jiu hao le. =/

Got to know a guy;a week ago.&we sorta got super close;and today another guy asked for stead.like wtf.i think all these guys are crazy.super urber crazy.Cos i think that they must be kidding with me.Anyway;jasper seems serious to get into a relationship with me.Not ~~fuck~~ and go i guess.Not going to be another jon;not going to be another other exs i have. [:
SianSia.
(:

loves.

♥ 12:57 AM