Apparently, I lost my tutorial assignment law papers (1 whole stack) during Law class after presentation. With it, I have my law notes that I've done for 2 nights. And the consequence are panda eyes, doze of during class etc. Sigh. I nearly cried just now thanks to the thief. I swear, I really swear and promise. If I know who is it, he/she is going to get it from me.

Bitch.

Fug off.

Going Miss Tang's house later on.Supper with her later on. Going pool with Huilin while waiting for Xueqi. The beginning of the day is hell, hope later will be a better day. Hope, Beg, Please, tell me it will be.

Whoever, Whatever, If you happen to see my notes. Please return me.
Sigh.
As if they will

♥ 12:49 PM

When I lifted up all the workloads, life seems to be so hard, so difficult for me. And it seemed, a little more difficult to breathe. Now I'm learning, learning how to cope with it.

♥ 12:02 AM

Liying thinks that stress is when your printer ran outta ink when you need it urgently for an assignment that you've done for days.

This is what i'm feeling.

♥ 10:55 PM

I finally got my hi-lights done up!
Went to the salon with Tanya and I did up my moroon hi-lights while Tanya did touch-ups on half of her hair. HAHA. According to Tanya, my hair's colour is VERY nice at the back, but I can't see any bit of it. -.- I only can see the front, which is RED. Omg. LOL. I swear i'm clipping it up when i go to school but i'm loving the colour. :D

I had a couple of pictures with baobei, and I will upload it tomorrow.
I'm kinda tired after a week and a day of school and I badly want to sleep.
Off I go, good night

♥ 11:28 PM

School's on tomorrow & I'm still online, chionging assignments and projects. ):

I've decided to leave everything till tomorrow or whenever I'm free because these projects and assignments aint rushy. HAHA. I'm just being way way too nervous and afraid that I might not be able to finish them on time you see. Hehe. Anyway, my eyelids are getting rather heavy and I might not hang on any longer. Just a few things I would hate to touch on.

I believe most of the people who view my blog will know that there's this another someone who have been viewing my blog most of the time without my approval and all at the beginning etc. Right, I have decided to leave him as he is. If you guys wanna ask me why, I would say - He's getting way too annoying & irritating. I know he reads my blog, and tag sometimes. But I just have to voice out, because all the stress that I feel whenever he puts my name on his Msn Nick or Personal Message. AND trying to be 'cute' and blogs EVERYthing down on his private space and INDIRECTLY letting the whole world know bad things about me that i've done to him. HAHA. He's smart, he really is. He wants the whole world to think that he is the victim, and I'm the culprit. He wants to let everyone know that I am the one who hurt him, not the other way round. And he is feeling VERY sad because I hurt him, and left him.
But who the hell will thought of the fact that he hurt me more.

Heckcare.

Think using all your great minds. If a guy treats me extremely well, which girl in the right state of mind would wanna leave him and, I don't know. Leave him and find another guy who will play with your feelings and etc instead of the one that's like so perfect in front of you. I guess no one in the right state of mind would. And that's what I thought too. I thought that I am a normal girl, and would leave guys whom I think that is NOT and NEVER will be suitable for me. Its me. I am me. No one can change me.

Idiot.

I was still hesitating, and thinking if MY 'great' thinking is right. I thought that I really was mean to him when I get all those idiotic calls from him when I picked up my OFFICE phone - which was really really very ridiculous, and seeing him right outside the lift at the freaking storey that I live at - once the horrifying lift door opened. Is that called stalking? Is that ridiculous enough for me to ignore him?
The answer is obvious - Yes.

Get lost.

Whenever I saw his msn messages pop up from the bottom right hand side of my mini laptop window (I call it mini because its way mini compared to my previous LCD desktop), I get extremely irritated. I feel that he is scaring me. That was why I ignored him so much, so badly till I have the urge to change my handphone number. For once, I was SO glad that I didn't let HIM know my house phone number.

Stop it.

And for the few times that I saw my FULL NAME on his msn nicks, i felt irked. I feel like vomiting and smashing my laptop. He's smart at playing mind games. Trying to let the WHOLE world pity him, and scold me, this idiotic girl that 'played with his heart'. I don't find it at all funny. All his lies, everything that he had done to me. Who should be the one that deserve all the pity?

Leave me alone.

His blog, his everything is also making me doubly stressful. Asked me to look at his blog on purpose. And on his blog states EVERYTHING that he thinks that is perfectly fine to let his friends see. But think. What would his friends and other readers think of me? My bad, my everything is written up there. Oh fuck life.

Regrets.

I really regretted knowing him - BADLY. I've never felt like this before. Its my first time feeling this way and I hope that he will leave me alone soon.


Please.
Hang on there girl. I know you can do it.

♥ 1:15 AM

Hello.
Friday was a super idiotic day. I went to work early in the morning.Afterwhich,I met Paulyna,Huilin and Peilian for the class lunch at FoodCourt 4.Went for Construction Tutorial for the 1st time and the lecturer was funny! After that, we went for Materials tutorial. We hadda do up 2 questions of Materials within 1hr 15mins. It was hell la!! We had to hand in the presentation to Mrs Sam on the spot. Hoho. Jolene and Huilin were doing on another question while Paulyna and me do up the 1st question. We need to find 5local companies and 5overseas companies etc.Sigh.But I was glad I chiong-ed until the end even though Paulyna ask me to just show Mrs Sam and get a low grade rather than getting a zero due to late handing in.But I was glad la, instead of a zero, we got a B+. It was the 1st grade that I got since school started. :D We actually can get an A one ley! ):

But okay, it was fine la.Haha.

I was feeling rather grumpy and went home to 'complain' to my mother.HAHAHA.But I got scolded rather badly.LOL.But if you guys know me well enough,if you guys allow me to fnish complaining every single thing,than I will feel much better.HA.But idiot,my dad scolded me super badly. ): Nevermind one actually,because even know I kept saying that I am very very stress with both work and school.And I kept saying that I dont want to work on Saturday - which is today.COS ITS VERY TIRING!!!! ):
But in the end, I still went for work. -.-

ANYWAY! I'm super tired. & I want to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. Nights.

♥ 1:43 AM

I love them more today than yesterday.

♥ 12:24 AM

The official first day of school.

School have been rather good today. The company and all, except for the sitting in the lecture room, 2 hours for each module. Sit until my butt pain. But overall its good. Lunch was not bad too. The 1st food I had in SP was laksa. HHAA. $2 only you know, so cheap.
Well, everything was perfect all till i met Tanya in the afternoon to go to bugis to get my bag. HOHO. I was so so super undecisive that I took freaking 1whole gorgeous hour to choose. :x So sorry dear girl, because Tanya actually chosen hers already, and was waiting for me to make up my mind.

And ohyes, did I mention that my lecturers were funny and humourous. Just that Mr Chan makes me feel like sleeping, but Mr Tang is very nice. :D He's a pro okay. :/
Ive just done my revision for today and is going to sleep.

Tomorrow's a long day for me. School + Work. Jiayou.

Rgds.

♥ 11:29 PM

Hey friends,

Tomorrow is the first day of school.
Goodluck guys, and have fun. (:
Enjoy every bit and every moment of it.
I will miss all of you.

(In no particular order):
Yarkam, Xueqi : Must study hard. Dont go crazy over idols until dont come school har! Meet up please, must find time. Cos Sama school. hehe.

XiangWei & Yanling : Meet up often okay. I know school ends at 4.30pm everyday. HAHA. I stalk you 2. =P Xiangwei dont only remember to parttor, must study harrr.

Siokyit: Study hard, play hard, work hard. :D don't play until burn your own fingers can liao!

Christine & CP: Least worried abt you 2. Too smart liao. I think you 2 need to worry about me. LOL. I scared i screw up Poly life. Anyway, ya. good luck and all the best to you two.

Weiny: Dearest, study hard hard. You didnt get well for Olevels now its your time to prove it. :D Since you have the capabilty to get into a poly from ite. (: All the best. Meet up pleaseeeeeeeee.

Joash: Don't do last minute work/projects liao. Study hard pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

AND TO ME.
PLEASE STUDY HARD AND WORK HARD. HoHo. =D
Aim for B+ dearrrrr liying. (:


& with that. Wish everyone fair sail and smooth sea. Till then.

Warmest Regards,
Liying.

♥ 12:16 AM

DEPM/FT/1A/01

Its the 1st day of school today and whats about it. I met up with Angeline and went to have our breakfast on the first - yet unofficial day of our Polytechnic life. Its our orientation week! Wasn't exceptionally excited at first because I thought that I would be all all alone during the whole orientation would need lot of time to make new friends and all. AND, the wierdest thing is that most of them are younger than me! During the introduction, the age 17 could be heard VERY often, and I am sure that the ratio of the number of students in 1A/01 that's 17 to the number of students in 1A/01 that's older than 17 is 4:1. HAHA. Mind you, there's only 20 students.

Okay anyway, we went to school, and went to the the auditorium, saw dorothy and paulyna. Paulyna told me that she's the same course as me! We were elated because we don't know that we have to be in our own class during the SPICE training thus the feeling and emotion. However, when we knew thata we would have to be in our own respective class, our mood went half down. -.- We walked all the way to the meeting venue and Paulyna checked out her class, OMG. I SCREAMED. I swear I did. Because she is going to be in the same class as me for the next 3 years of my Poly life. =D

I knew alot of friends today because they were kinda friendly. We also have to think of a class rep and a ass.class rep for the semester. Hmm, wonder who should we get. Anyway, class ended super super super early and i went home. Met Joash to go home and put my heavy stuffs to lighten my bag. We are going to Safra Tampines for bowling and Sakuraaaa! :D
But on our way, we went to Vivo City to get my Espirit blouse that I wanted to get previously but hadn't got the chance to. Woo. He sponsored $10 for the blouse and I was glad because it really helped me alot with my finances. HAHAHA. Okay whatever.

Bowling was good, because I found a very good technic. HOHO. And the best was Sakura. HAHA. Ate like for 3hours until I was bloated. HAHH. Dabao-ed durian puff home for family and puddings. ALOT of them. we were like trying to smuggle them into our bags. LOL. Super funny. (:

Okay, tomorrow's school from 9.30 to 4pm. Ohmytian. Good luck to me, because I'm sure it will be very boring as it's the principal's talk. LOL.
Goodnight.

♥ 12:26 AM

HOHOHO.

Like what the name state, I went out with Tanya HOHOHO today. Went shopping and I think I overspent. So pathetic lor. I bought like 3 bottoms, and 3 tops, and 1 accessory, and 1 the kiap eyelash thing. LOL! I tell you. $130+++. RAH.
After that Joash came to find me for dinner. But before that, me and Tanya and him went shopping at Far East for awhile. That 2 of them keep trying to suan me. RAH.

& We went Billy Bombers. LOL. Expensive.
School's starting. (:

♥ 1:12 AM

HOHO.
Due to popular demand,I'm back to blogging. HAHAHA.
I went to bowl today. & incase you don't know, I've went bowling quite a few times already. HAHA. Today played like 10games in a row. -.- Please Please Please, ask bowlers. 10 games are hell!! your hand will go crazy, and numb and whatever. LOL. hand ache. -_-
After that went Partyworld. FUN! SING UNTIL SHUANG. Cos I got to hog on to the mike for god knows how many hours because no one will snatch that mike from me ;D
No need to care about my behaviour also. HAHAHA.

Alright, working tml. :D
Going sleep soon. (: NIGHTS.

♥ 10:52 PM