I'm NOT your option.
i still have dignity.Wednesday:Went out with nah and songwei.Enjoyed ourselves fully to the max.Wanted actually to make it foursome,but ahpa(junior) couldn't turn up as he had upset his nose,and had mild sore throat.Nevertheless,to not disappoint JR, we took tons and tons of photos for him to see.Hahaha.Nah brought us to this place to take alot of photos and it turned out nice,im saying the background.LOL.
After that we K-ed at cineleisure and we cam-whored ALOT.(:
After that i went to kranji and sleep over cos Kproductions camp going on.Didn't really sleep and had to go to work with an empty stomach the next day. ):
Enjoyed.
Thursday:Work was horrible yet at the same time it is good.
I used work to covered up my emotions and my feelings,and that makes me much better.Because Ms Seah's there to talk to me and all.My colleagues drifted my directions away.Half way through work,had to have coffee because i'm dozing off.Thanks to Ms Seah for that packet of coffee,that perked me up for awhile,till 7 when work ended.
After off work,everything went back to square one.
sigh.
Today:Went back Kranji for graduation farewell dinner.
My presence was awkward - idk should i sit at the senior table or senior senior table,because i graduated from ELDDS last year,and this year i graduated from school.So in the end i sat at the senior seniors table.LoL.Sounded more cool.We were supposed to be called the 'alumnis' but i've got no idea when did the 'Senior Senior' thingy came about.
Ohyes,me and Ning met up at like 4pm and walked to school.We helped out in the kitchen to cook the dinner that the seniors were supposed to eat.Okay,well done.lol,because i cooked and i perspire alot,and i just finish bathing.Okay thats not the point.
The graduates were happy,because they need not care about eldds anymore.HAHA,i am KIDDING. =x Miss tang will kill me for that.
LOL.NOLA~ they happy cos they were treated like kings and queens.They even have showbiz posters made specially for them.GuanYeow and WeiSheng's face were put up on a girl's body lor.OMG.Look super girl,especially Weisheng,damn chio.
OhYES.i saw 'boyfriend'(Vicky)because we begged him to come back for the dinner,and yay! finally saw him after a year.He got girlf already! And he changed alot.hahaha.Ohya! How did Vicky became my 'boyfriend' ah,LOL.joke sia.
Oh! because of the singapore poly competition,we were like super close.Me,Kailing,suren,vicky.We became like super duper bonded and i think thats how he became my 'boyfriend'.LOL.And Cangning claimed that she is a widow tonight cos Suren didnt come,PLEASE.Suren haven die. LOL. =x
uhhuh~
Vicky said sth super sweet to me you know,though its only a joke.But if a guy really tell me this it will be darn sweet =D
"1st love are always hard to forget."
LOL.i was his '1st love'.like you know.cos he don't have any girlfriends before and im his first 'girlfriend'.hahahaha.
ohyes.
Its been almost 2 days since i smsed
him.I am like going to 'cui' already.But for myself,for my loved ones,i must be persistant.Breaking down isnt doing them,or doing me any good.I shall not make them unhappy over my matters again.I know they are worried about me.Don't be.
I will be fine soon,i promise.
Crying,
Running,
Escaping,
Hiding,
Confiding,
Thanks dears,you have been there for me.
