I'm feeling like shit.
SHIT.

I don't know what are you thinking, or how much you are going to do to push me far far away from you. I don't care about it because i'm not going to leave. I only want to tell you that you are VERY important in my heart, very. And I have to explain to you because your opinions and feelings really meant alot to me. ALOT. You asked me to let go, have you thought of how my life will be like without you?

Wonderful XianSheng did alot for me:
(1) Taught me how to love.
(2) Taught me what is love.
(3) Sweet sweet messages
(4) Never fails to make me smile,laugh,cry,jealous,mad,suicidal cause of him.
(5) Always there whenever I know that my life is going to fall right till the bottom of the roller coaster ride.
(6) Never fails to support me and encourage me with all his smses,and his angry&mad voice, that prevented me from thinking wild.
(7) Never fails to sms/call me at the super uber right time.
(8) Tells me to study hard for my Olevel when i wants to give up right in the middle of the packed schedule of the exams.
(9) Left me speechless at times cause of his directness and stuff.
(10) For capturing my soul,and placed it right next to yours.

Of cause there are many more,but i'm sure i would have to take a super long time to finish it.

Such a wonderful guy; do you think i will let go of him? (:
i won't. because he is just so special that he captured every part of me near him and to him. Though i've thought about giving up before, it will not be so easy for me to give up already,

because i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. & only you, Mr Neo. =D
I want to be Mrs Neo. :x




Edited/ 10.53pm
But just now that sms from you,made it seemed that its impossible.
Made me think that its a dream too far for me to dream.

♥ 9:46 PM