Salutes to Ms Lo Hwei Yen;
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/specialreport/news/392947_87/1/.html
(explore the web,there are at least 4 articles about her)Because of the mumbai terrorist attack ._. I feel so sorry for her and her family members,yet i can't help but salute her.Promising young lady,with bright future,and she have to leave so early.Like what CangNing mentioned in her blog,Ms Lo's courage to love even at the last of her life brought me to the edge of the cliff.I feel that i need to do reflections.
My misery is nothing compared to hers,my thinking is nothing compared to her maturity.I don't think i would be able to stay so calm,and be so brave like her at that point of time.I think at that point of them i wouldn't even think logically.I would be so scared,and worried that i might just end my life then.
& regarding to ning's question,
"will you stay on to fight it out till the end if a war were to break out in singapore.even when it means your very being has a real possibility of adding on to the death statistics daily and even if you were to keep your life,you'd never be able to see your family and loved onces again. Will you? "I can tell you honestly,i wont.I can never bear to leave my love ones alone.In the past i would,now,not.I can never let anyone take my love ones away.Remember the death of jovan korkor,i cursed ken korkor in the face for not telling me earlier and not letting me see kor the last time.I'm sorry,but im such a person.
Especially now that i've matured so much,time is the key.I need alot alot alot of time.So sorry for hurting those that are trying to enter my world,
i am not ready yet.I need to get myself hyped up for the future.Now in my eyes,i only have 3 things to focus - my work,my family,my friends.I dare not think about love anymore.Maybe i will,give me some time.I will get myself ready. :/
&Junkai,hpy!
don't be unhappy.she will get her karma de.You still have great friends around you.hehe.don't be upset that i got scolded by her.LOL,cos i don't give a damn. ^^ Smile okay.Love isn't everything,because you are still young.I am too. =)
I am trying my best.give me time.time's all i need.the remedy for my painful heart - it needs to heal soon.
