Past.Primary school.I remembered the 1st day i stepped into the school compound and find everything so big and too confusing for me.And how i got past primary 1,and got to primary school.Knew wonderful friends.How we disturbed teachers, how we got into big quarrels, how we flunk maths, how we got scolded by Mr koh, how we got pawned by principal and vice. How we managed to get an Astar for maths for the reprimand. hahaha. Fun guys in 6A. i miss everyone. Especially Tanya Ho, my best friend till now, and many many many many more years ahead.Thanks for always being here. hehe.
most memorable.I remembered how i managed to scrape past PSLE and ended up in Kranji,with the score of 228.Even though,i admit i didn't study much.The only freaking subject i studied was science,because i knew that if i couldn't make it to express,science will be the one that will be pulling me down.heh.
So yay,Kranji secondary school.
Even at kranji secondary,greats friends were around me,but the only only only 3persons i really trusted then,were Tanya,Jayme,Brandon.What hurts me most was the incident.Close friends should know why,i need not explain.When i was in secondary1,both Jayme and Bran left me,the only friend i trusted then,was tanya,but she was in bukit panjang.Sigh.So i told myself,i needa find friends in kranji secondary.
Secondary 1:Tada,i got into 1F and i met this 2 awesome friends - Hannah and Yeanjun.We were as close as sisters,lol.If you go anywhere,any place,see any of us,there will be the trio.Thats how close were we.Well,in the past the 3 will stick together like sisters,especially me and hannah.She got boyf that time whatz,so wherever she go i will follow,like some stalker.She go boyf house i also go,kns right.But i enjoyed those times.I remembered times when i was being called 'curly ying' cos of my trademark curly hair.I also remembered how we scolded teachers and make them bth us totally.& remembered how the whole class ganged up to scold cangning.lol.
Break up with bran.
And started to hang out with the bunch of brothers,jovan korkor,ken,chris,freddy and all.Enjoyed the best times with them,they taught me alot,both in good and bad ways though.hahaha.But i really love them alot,all my korkors. =D Jovan korkor especially.
harvest year.Secondary 2:Quarrels are also bound to happen though,in the 5 years of friendship,we quarrelled only once - secondary 2.That was cause of another girl.She tried backstabbing,so ya,whatever.The thought of the incident makes my blood boil.rah! Thanks hannah for believing and trusting me still.
Remembered too,how we used to hang out at basketball court with the bunch of 2I guys.hahaha.
Carpark photos! Cake! Birthday! Crazy! Jho! Basketball court friends! I can never forget.
& Mid-Autumn Festival, a day i will never ever forget.Jovan korkor,i miss you.I really do.3years have past,every Mid autumn i have been reminiscing,how do i know you,what have you taught me.Your last final wish was for me,not ken kor,i appreciate how you risked your last wish and told the rest you want me to quit smoking.Korkor,thank you.if not for you,i think im still out loitering,maybe i've became so incorrigible,maybe i've ended up in girls' home,maybe i've died.Jovan korkor,i've quit celebrating mid-autumn,because i miss you.I will be thinking of you every year at this point of time,no matter how busy am i,you are always on my mind.Jovan korkor,i apologise for not being able to see you the last time,but i know you want me not to see you sad.Korkor,i love you.Never will this change.I miss you.Saddest year.Secondary 3:Alot of things happened when i was secondary 3.Bigbigbig quarrels with 3A peeps on Jenn birthday.Together with Jason,thought would last.Ended up sad - breakups - drop to NA cos of jason.sigh.Started Audition-ing,knew alot of people,tried to heal wound,got together with gerald,breakup,my birthday,got played by him.And whatever shit. -_-
worse year ever.Secondary 4:New year, new life.
I lived my years till now,never have i felt so humiliated.People disliked me,and stuffs.But thanks to the 7sisters who made my life a little more meaningful den never.thanks.
Now:Secondary 5:Chiong for Olevels,but i was playing.People come and go,All my friends left Kranji Secondary,leaving me all alone.I had to finish fighting this war.I can do it. (:
And the year is coming to an end.I'm working at my tuition centre.Enjoyed work,because its a workaholic job.I get to work whole day without thinking of him.
But ytd,i thought of him.
I oooo you,xxxxxx xxx.I don't know when will all the missings end.I hope it does.It may seemed easy to,but its not.Because i was really hurt,deep in my heart,i still hope and yearn for his return.Once i said to thee " thou love my love, and i will love thee " till now i hath doubt, how true is your love shown to me.. "
