Results day today.
Yes today, 12th January 2009.
Woohoo.
L1R4 - 12.
L1R5 - 17
Wang LiYing, I'm very proud of you. You have done well!
Like it might not be VERY good, but I am sure that you will not regret in the future, because you have placed in all your efforts, and it was sort of paid off. Well, now the another step is to polytechnic life. You have to tell yourself that you will not get despised by people again. You have to tell yourself that you want to go to university. You have to study very hard to not waste time. You have wasted a year in secondary school so don't waste another year in poly. You need to make the right choice. You have to put in your best effort in everything you do. You also have to remember this feeling. This very feeling that placed you up on the clouds, and for once let everyone congratulate you. I am proud of you, I'm sure you have made your parents proud and gag those mouth of your kaypo and irritating aunties and your old-fashioned grandmother who looked down on you and asked you to not study so hard in the past. The same naggy grandmother who wanted your mother to give your auntie's undies to your mum and ordered your mum to let you wear it so that you will be a smart girl in the future, and study university like that auntie of yours. But have your irritating grandmother ever thought that your auntie just barely passed her O'level and retained once in College. So what. I'm glad that you have got them all shut up. (:
You must not let those other people influence you. Even if they think you are haolian or whatever la, just heckcare them alright! Because your right friends will only support you. Moreover what you have done have just saved the face of 4 people in your family. You grandma, aunties, will stop despising you. They will look up on you. You did all these not only for yourself, but for your whole family. So, i am proud of you.
Now for the new life.
I was the baby who was rocked in the arms of her godparents instead of her own parents since young till she could walk and run and jump.
I was the baby who called her godfather, papa, because she had no chance to say it to her own father and it just blabbered our from her mouth.
I was the girl who cried when she knew that the family is going to move from the East to the West.
I was the girl who requested for mum to allow her to go over to godparents house to stay over for a week or so during holidays so that they could have ample time with them.
I was the girl who was left all alone at home when both parents were out and she had to learn to take care of my sister when she was only 7 years old.
I am the daughter who stole her parents money and lied that the teacher placed the money in her purse because she had good results.
I am the daughter whom they made to kneel down before the altar and repent my mistakes.
I am the daughter whom they called the police to arrest me to the police station because I wouldn't admit my mistake. Even if they called police, I didn't.
I am the daughter who started to learn things from her bad influence.
I am the daughter who defied her parents and began to pick up smoking without their acknowledgement.
I am the baby, I am the girl, I am the daughter.
And soon, I am going to be a woman.
So, those became memories, and past already. (:
