Simplicity.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

This few days have been working.

But for a start, Tanya and I went jogging yesterday. Ran a bit she want to give up already. Kns one. HAHAH. Anyway, she came my house after that and i fell asleep on the bed while watching show. ohwell.

Today, saw XiangWei after work. After that I came home to slack around because mum is not home as she went to cruise and I had fun cooking. Went for a jog at around 9pm with MingDa and came home only at around 11pm. He ran all the way to my place, with 2 bottles of cold mineral water. HAHA. So nice of him right. We ran from phoenix LRT to Lot one and back to my place. However, the rain stopped us from proceeding. So we went to talk under a block of building. After that he send me home. (:

WOO. good day.

♥ 11:43 PM

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

I don't know what is life been defined as, really.

Today, big thing happened in the office. Boss was hurt, disappointed and upset. I know that I need to grow up soon, to help her manage the office so that she will not have to get so busy and can focus on just one thing. Many things may go around the office. Telling tales about me. But thank you, for always believing me. I know that whatever they may say, as long as my conscience is clear, I am fine with it. Yes, thank you. (:

& life still goes on. No matter what, you have me to trust in.

On the lighter note!

Happy birthday Songwei! :D

may you have a super blessed birthday. WOOHOO!

Await for your present! =D

♥ 1:13 AM

Saturday, February 21, 2009

So sorry peeps!

Its been a while since I blogged, thus I am going to reveal on what I've been doing lately! (:

Things are going around me BUT I am sure that i will tide over this, with my family. WOOHOO.

Went out with Yarkam, XiangWei and ChinPin on Tuesday because I last minute told boss that I was vomiting. Its true okay! D: But nevertheless, I went out with them and had a super wonderful time. I kept reminding them to take PICTURES, but in the end I only managed to take with Yarkam. HAHA. Its alright, there's still other chances! (: Anyway, it was fun, as expected and went to quite a few places. Last stop was at Bugis with the group and then back to Lot 1 as the movie we wanted to watch ain't showed in Bugis Junction.

Shopped around Lot 1 and went to Pasta Mania for dinner after deciding for a freaking long time. Yep, and we went home. i bought a vintage dress but I regretted after buying home. LOL!

The rest of the days are working days for me until today I had off, but I need to work tomorrow morning. I received the big big big big brown envelope with the SP logo printed on it, according to Tanya and i don't really understand. I bet XueQi and Yarkam don't too! HAHA.

okay, I am going to do my stuffs.

I WANT TO BE INDEPENDENT!

Anyway, I've listed out all my expenses for a month w.e.f school starts and I have told myself that I wish earn at least $700 a month even when school reopens because I am sure that I need those money to be able to be independent and stop my parents from worrying. 1st step I did was to tell my parents that I am paying for my own allowance, entertainment and transport. 2nd thing is, I am paying for my own school fees. Whee! (:

Songwei's birthday is coming, as well as Andre's! WOW. (:

♥ 7:51 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Idiot.

You don't know how fucking lucky are you to be doted by them. Think for yourself, in the past. Whenever my spelling didn't get full marks, my handwriting gets ugly, I didn't top the class, I play the whole day and didn't study, I will get beaten, or there will be no dinner/lunch for me, sometimes both. Till my whole freaking hand and leg will get all the stupid cane marks, or I will get super hungry till I have no mood to think. Also, I will get cane all the way up till when i was in secondary 2 and I will get lesser of those idiotic punishments. Every single shit I will get punished for.

WHAT ABOUT YOU, bitch.

You stopped getting all those punishments when you are in primary 2. You don't get punished and whacked for such small things. Can you tell how doting parents YOU have. Yes, only you. Both sis and I don't. You are young, and you won't have to worry about money, about other things. You only have to concentrate on studying. Please la. If thats the fucking case, can you fucking study hard a not. Just a test, you used 6 fucking hours. Cry so what, big fuck.

When I scolded you and ask you to quickly finish doing that test, what did THEY say? "AHYA! Let her eat 1st she's hungry" OR "Let her go and have a break, she's tired." BITCH YOU GET WHAT THEY MEAN A NOT.

When i gave you a good whacking just now, because THEY don't, when they come home what did they tell me? "Why you beat her. SAY can already what. SHE IS NOT FEELING WELL" SO WHAT!

AND WHO THE FUCK CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO BECAUSE I AM WORSE OFF BECAUSE SHE ONLY HAD STUPID FLU AND I HAD FEVER?

fuck life seriously.

the year of ox really sucked a lot.

Many things happen. one by one.

him, them, they, we, me, us, you - I don't wanna name what.

Bitch,

fucking hell. Give me a better life will you?

♥ 9:40 PM

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Valentines' Day:

Valentine's Day is a holiday on February 14. It is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other by sending Valentine's cards or candy.

And on this very Valentine's Day of Year 2009, I felt threatened. I dare not leave my house, for fear that I might see couples on the road, in shopping centers, in the street - holding hands, hugging, or whatever. I know that I have to put that down.

If not for stalling time on the eve of Hannah's birthday, I wouldn't have told them (Songwei and her) about what is going on with my family. It is saddening to see everyone going through almost the same things that I am going through, but I feel that my situation will get worse - it was purely my instinct at that point of time, but it came true already. My dad's salary will get a freaking deduction of 10%. Thats freaking a lot okay. Fuck that bloody fucking company. Such a big company for fuck. Its like an empty shell inside, with all shits. Bitch.

Why must my instincts be so accurate. How I hope that I wouldn't know about all these so that I will get lesser suffering times, and get to be free from worries, until facing the real thing. Its not the first time my instinct being so accurate already okay. Bitch, I really hate it.

I know that this is a freaking lousy post on Valentines day la. Might spoil everyone's mood for seeing this. HEH. Never mind, I shall stop my post here.

Going to Lydia's granddad's funeral later on in the night with boss.

These are some pictures taken during work, with boss's Macbook. HA!

The 1st one is taken with one of my students, also my sister's tuition friend.

The other one is me, my sister, student and my boss. (:

Have a wonderful Valentines. (:

♥ 3:25 PM

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Your Long post. =D

When I was all alone in a unfamiliar environment with no friends, you said hi.

When I was bored till I need someone to talk to, you called.

When I told myself that I can't make it till tomorrow, you told me I could - and i did.

When everyone disbelieved me, you hang on to your beliefs and know that I am telling the truth.

When someone tell tales about me, you didn't believe her.

When some people walk out of my life leaving scars, you erased those scars away and helped me through life.

When I cried, you cheered me up.

When I am angry and was very angry, you made me laugh by appearing in front of me.

When I am down, you assured me that everything would be fine.

When I need help, you will always be around.

When I need to de-stress, you will always bring entertainment to my life.

When I need a companion, you will always be in time to ask me out for dinner.

When I need surprises, you will be there to give me one.

& When i need you here, you will always be.

Today, its 13th February again.

& its the 6th birthday I've celebrated with you already.

Every year, the number of people

and who we celebrated with, changed.

2004 - Me, Yean Jun, Yen Fang

2005 - Me, Yean Jun

2006 - Me, Yean Jun, QinRong, Jon Ho

2007 - Me, Yean Jun, QinRong

2008 - Me with my wishes

Those were memories.

& This year, 2009 - Me, SongWei

I'm glad this year, I still did.

Happy 18th Birthday, Hannah Lee.

Thanks for being such an awesome friend.

Thanks for always being here.

Thanks for letting me know that I still can be count on.

Thanks for believing in me.

Thanks for all the encouragements.

Thanks for everything.

And the story on the 1st few minutes of her 18th birthday,

she asked me not to lie to her

because I told this girl that I left something on the floor at her doorstep after work

and I asked her to open the door to check it out.

Before all these

I was on messenger with her and S.

S was actually OUTSIDE HER HOUSE

using her bloody network to logged on to his laptop.

But this stupid girl didn't know.

In the end

after S's 2 hour plus of waiting

finally the show started.

I had been trying to keep her wake because she kept telling me that she was going to sleep at 11.30

Of cause I couldn't allow that.

So I chatted with her till 11.50

and S went to her house outside to surprise her.

HOHO.

She was shock, of cause.

I actually was going there too

but I had bloody OT and worked till 10p.m.

And I missed out all the fun. ):

But who cares

because I gave hannah lee a video call at 12a.m wishing her happy birthday.

YAY. I'm the 1st to call her. :D

And bloody 2nd to wish her

Cause of S. RAH!

And now she can't bear to sleep because everyone is wishing her happy birthday.

HAHA.

Good night

I'm going to sleep.

working at 9 a.m tomorrow.

Once again

best friend,

happy birthday (:

hope you enjoyed yourself.

With love,

liying

♥ 11:56 PM

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

What is the problem with the month of February.
Everything seems to go so wrong! ):
I really don't understand and get the fact that life is so stupid now. Somehow, I realized that my life is a piece of crap already. HAHA. except working and waiting for school to start, what else can i do. I have been trying to get into contact with people that I hardly get into contact with already, people like jasper. He is going into jail soon and i tried to get into contact with him and talk to him, but whatever shit that he gave me is like _______. Speechless. LOL. In the past, I didn't ask him to do anything and he will do everything for me. HAHA, what about now? :/ Asked him if he wishes to keep in contact, and send me address, he said this. "I cannot remember so many address." HA. Fine. (:
On the lighter note,
Hannah came over to my place today to get some things done. HAHA. Going to keep it as a secret. MUHAHA. There are some secrets going on. MUHAHA. And when LIYING and HANNAH gets together, there are bound to be 100000 photos taken. In just few hours, we took like 60 photos? and a few idiotic video clips. HAHA, show-casting our un-glamness. MUHAHA. But I am really glad that i off work early today, because I really need this break. HAHA. Okay, I'm watching show. Woot. (:

UGLY! HAHA.

Busying with stuffs, haha.

Aww, sweet ;D

I was drinking water! :D

Muhaha. :D

:D
so what life is like this. As long as I am contented.
RAH.
Lonely valentine is also fine ah! :D

♥ 10:41 PM

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Hannah's birthday celebration

in town.

Pictures were taken at Istana Park. And felt super great because the 2 best people on earth were around. Mainly is to celebrate our dear Hannah's birthday. Things went super fine after I went to Town to meet the two at 12pm. I shall let the pics do all the talking.

CANDID. One of those multi shots.

At the HongKong Cafe.

And of course, there will always be Liying camwhoring. :D

FOOD!

We had this Mango Snow Ice that looks like a mountain.

But the whole thing toppled just like the one below. Because Songwei digged a tunnel for his 'train' (spoon). And Clumsy Liying actually broke the whole mountain top. :x

Just like the one above.

After that was hannah's house. Slacked around and went home at 9p.m. WHEE~ :D

enjoyed my day, alot.

The video below is for Hannah Lee, the birthday girl.

I am actually kinda lazy to type here already, Please see the video, and give me comments. Its my 1st time using imovie to make a video.

Hannah cried. ):

♥ 12:00 AM

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Was at cousin's house yesterday night because my nephew full month.

I have the pictures with me actually but I'm quite lazy to upload them. HEH HEH.

Recently have been watching 'Gong' that korean drama again and going crazy over it. Also, went to quite a few places but nothing interesting.

Will be meeting hannah and songwei to celebrate hannah's birthday earlier because all of us are busy kids! :x Updates tomorrow!

All i know is that I am a champion and I will live my life to the fullest and make it meaningful, instead of wasting them all away. I rock.

♥ 11:42 PM

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm ~~not~~ what you wanted

[Chorus:]

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

[Chorus]
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
So Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you, died for you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Oh Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made

Now that I'm sittin here thinkin it all though
I've never been anywhere as cold as you

& Sometimes, I really don't know why.

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Worked for 12 over hours today. I'm keeping myself all well and prepared to get ready for other bigger things, as well as situations I am going to face soon. Buck up Liying. I guess I'm almost ready.
Yeah, I suppose I am.

♥ 11:48 PM